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I cried to dream again

Following on, in a way, from the idea of marvelling at and not reasoning around things, I am learning Guridi's La Del Alba Seria... . 

I have never been able to get through Don Quixote (this, from the woman who's read the whole of The Faerie Queene), but I think the idea is the dawn (alba) is serious (seria), as it signifies a waking back up to reality, away from the happiness of a fantasy land (is it when Lorenzo and Gamache interrupt Quixote's dream?) This would chime in with a line that struck me today from Daniel Barenboim:

"I identify to an extent with that purely Spanish trait of quixotism - not that I, like Don Quixote, want to fight windmills - but I have a certain respect for things that stem from the realm of fantasy and imagination."  (A Life In Music)

All of which is further reason not to over-intellectualise Guridi's beautiful work, but I do hope I've got the dream-waking from-sadness gist of it right, as otherwise I shall have to go to the library.  An internet search produced "Heine's Aristophanes Complex and the Ambivalence of Deutschland", which is all very well, but there's a time and place for that sort of thing. 

Res miranda

In my small way, I've travelled about in 2005 - Italy, America, Spain, France, Eastern Europe, Germany, Ireland, Scandanavia.  At the year's close, though, I'm in England.  At the end of each dirt track, another quiet churchyard, every one a Little Gidding:

" The brief sun flames the ice, on pond and ditches,
In windless cold that is the heart's heat...
There are other places
Which also are the world's end...
But this is the nearest, in place and time,
Now and in England."

Christmas is a time for homecomings, and so it is for me, jolting past the mulchy hedgerows, English music in my ears.  Here, now and in England, are Four Quartets' mystical poets;  our old carols' green maple tree (lullay, lullay);  most of all, A Ceremony of Carols.

Each time I play this truly great, English music, it's richer and more moving.  The plainsong opening conjures not only the real choirboys from the back of the church, but all those choristers before them and the ones to come, in granite Northern monasteries, and hidden saxon chapels.  Then come the ancient texts:  the childlike excitement of 'Wolcum Yole'; 'There is No Rose''s sophisticated evocation of the mysteries of the Nativity; 'That Yonge Child''s hoarse nightingale nonetheless singing beside Mary's enchanting 'Balulalow' lullaby. 

All the hope and joy and innocence at the root of Christmas is here, made more powerful by the ecclesiastical - realised, as ever in Britten, by the musical - rigour.  Middle English poetry is not afraid of spiritual difficulty.  I've never read a ME text that doesn't feel the complexities of Christian doctrine, the difficulties of reconciling real and spiritual life, the shifty relationship between art and religion.  Whether secular or sacred, it is profoundly honest writing, refusing tidy conclusions.  In a neat end's place comes mystery, wonder, faith. Leave we all this werdly mirth, and follow we this joyful birth. / Transeamus, transeamus.

And there we have it, in Britten's music.  As difficult as his texts, complex, wise to the freezing winter night and the wonder therein:  Christmas's miracle of a virgin birth to deliver us all from sin.  The marvellous babe turns the freezing stable into a "prince's court" simply by existing.  There is no other reason.  It's doubly amazing when you consider the circumstances under which A Ceremony of Carols was composed - Britten's rough, March, mid-war transatlantic crossing back to England, looking forward certainly to hostility and possibly imprisonment for his conscientious objections, and where he was also reading Crabbe's The Borough - which, of course, inspired another incredible work, but one more understandably connected. 

It is good, not always to understand, and to marvel instead:  at beauty and wholeness, at innocence.  It must exist in this world too, or we wouldn't feel it, and we wouldn't come back to it, year after year, to conclude each year. 

Res miranda, res miranda.
Gaudeamus, gaudeamus. 


I'm not making this up

Admittedly, at 3am this morning I was in a bar in Norway, and at 730am on my way back to England, but I think I've just spent the evening in Mayfair improvising blues with Arab Ud players. 

AND WE'VE BEEN ASKED TO DO ANOTHER GIG!

It's amazing, the paths music unfurls, as I'm always saying evangelically to my pupils.