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Cripes! I've plucked a gap in one of my eyebrows!

I've got a recital tomorrow!

Will it grow back? By tomorrow?  What if it grows back a different colour?  Maybe I'll be forever marked as the harpist with the weird bald eyebrow.  Perhaps the rest of the eyebrow will fall out, with the shock.  Or I won't be able to find an eyebrow pencil blond enough for my colouring, and I'll have to pluck both eyebrows completely off, and draw them on in black and look like a throw-back to 1955.

The possibilities for disaster are endless.

pastyme

Twenty-first century living is good, because central heating and the internet and cheap flights and the double-action pedal harp have been invented.  Nonetheless, if I weren't modern I would have liked to have been an Elizabethan.  Under the strong, clever queen came a grand age of aspiration and discovery, but also such life: across the river from the fluttering banners of Shakespeare's globe, drinking and dancing, sex and fighting, in noble courts and Southwark taverns.   

How I love the Elizabethan songs and dances, from the noble houses and village greens of Warwickshire, to 'Will You Buy A Fine Dog?' .  Who couldn't love songs called things like 'My Lady Hunsdon's Puffe', 'I cannot keepe my wyfe at howme', and 'Phillip's Dump'?

Rites of Spring

 How many of you still haven't read Jessica's Rites of Spring?  I pre-ordered my copy.  I have never been so organised about anything in my life. 

Read reviews and the first three pages here;  my review's below.

You can read Rites of Spring as a tale of a family's breakdown under modern pressure.  Its characters unfold intriguingly alongside a pacy plot and moments of real poetry.  Yet it isn't their familiar shopping at Waitrose, holidaying in Greece, or strolling through Richmond Park  that hold our attention.  No aga-saga, this novel is about the problems facing the human spirit –  not just those who make it in the end, but those who don't. 

Like Duchen herself, jointly writer and musician, the novel spans the creative arts.  Its various artists (sensitive and introspective as they are) illuminate the crucial focus on our souls.  There is a world-famous concert pianist;  a respectable music academic;  a talented artist who is airbrushing porn to support his family;  a once promising dancer who had to give it up when she got pregnant, but is none the less carving out a good career for herself as a cultural commentator.  None of these characters lack talent or application - or even opportunity, middle-class as they are - but they enjoy different levels of success.   Most poignant of all is thirteen year old Liffy, desparate to be a ballet dancer, but whose joints will never flex the right way to enter the profession.

Punctuating their stories is an unpredictable primal power, a force of nature, kind or unkind, and with the wild double terror and beauty of Stravinsky's Rite of Spring.  It pulls us in unexpected directions, like Stravinsky's deliberately awkward ballerinas.  Just as we cannot control, but are instead controlled by it, the novel's artists need luck, as well as talent and application, to realise their dreams.

Alongside the central significance of her title, Duchen's overwhelming question already springs out on the cover:  “When does a free spirit become a lost soul?”.  On fortune's wheel, the characters nonetheless have a choice:  bitter self-destruction, or to live. Liffy has to choose self-control, or a giddy sense of purity, from the anorexia that threatens to kill her, or to accept the ballet career she'll never have “isn't the be all and end all, is it?”.

Choose Life, urged Irvin Welsh, but it isn't just junkies who find it impossible.  Music, or any art form, is a mistress like Stravinsky's score:  savage, frightening. glorious.  We can grasp, usually, that successful artists put their real lives second, like the novel's ever travelling pianist Vladimir. We tend to forget the same agony faced by those with equal passion and without the luck.  At its heart, the novel (indirectly, but powerfully) understands Benjamin Britten's sadly knowing:  “It is cruel, you know, that music should be so beautiful.  It has the beauty of loneliness and of pain:  of strength and freedom.  The beauty of disappointment and never-satisfied love.”   

The Rite of Spring dances a girl to death, a sacrifice to please the God of Spring.  Rites of Spring stops a girl dancing, in the end, so she can live, and brings the two characters who think mostly of nothing but music a child.  The will to live, and the drive for life perpetually to renew itself, courses alongside the individuals disappointed along the way.

What we want defines our lives.  Sometimes we get it, and sometimes not.  Private sadnesses lurk in our shadows, part of reality.  There is also something always turning towards the sun. 

 

 

 

ChampagneTwTwTw has received an award for online excellence!
Many thanks to the Morning News - just as well you didn't hear my efforts in the dorian mode.  Online, but less excellent.

er, great

Some years ago a famous harpist got done by the Inland Revenue, who couldn't believe that all she ever did (and therefore claimed back against tax) was connected with playing the harp.  A colleague had to  testify that if the accused wasn't playing the harp, she was driving to harp concerts; phoning harpists about harps; reading harp books; writing harp articles; buying harps; taking harps to be repaired; having harp-related arguments, and so on. 

At the end of a day of all that you can now play the harp online!

I've put Grandmaster Flash on very loudly to drown out Tom's virtual virtuosity upstairs.  The harp's on the other shoulder now, eh?

Musical Feast

Loyal readers may remember my account of what is known in Britain as the muddy field gig.  From these directions I received yesterday, I stand by my original story...

"After 1.3 miles of uphill driving you enter the village. Some white and red poles appear on your right, and then there is a sign saying ‘Musical Feast’"

Thank goodness, it was rained off - when the weather's nice, I enjoy these things, in picturesque grounds in some country house, but I was slotting it with a kiddies' concert from 630 am this morning, and red-eyed or not, I knew mid May was a bit optimistic to make music out of doors.  All my ET photocopies fell off my stand and that was in a nice warm theatre.

disgusted of London, N1

I CAN'T BELIEVE Russia came 2nd in the Eurovision song contest!

Finland, fair play, but Russia - what about Lithuania's "We Are The Winners/Of Eurovision/We Are, We Are, We Are, We Are"?  Mafia, if you ask me.  The ballet dancer in the piano was quite cool but even the costumes weren't a patch on Poland (another travesty, that they went out in the semis).

Mind you, the UK entry was awful - I'm ashamed to be British, although I suppose the dodgy schoolgirls kept the kinky-behind-closed-doors-after-single-sex-public-school-education element of our national identity alive, now one isn't allowed to be spanked by matron anymore.

Morgenlich leuchtend...

The Preislied from Meistersinger has to be my favourite Wagner, ever.  We are all looking for a Meisterlied, nicht? 
(especially the easier one in III.iv)

WALTHER

  (den begeisterten Blick
  unverwandt auf Eva geheftet)

"Weilten die Sterne im lieblichen Tanz?
  So licht und klar
  im Lockenhaar,
  vor allen Frauen
  hehr zu schauen,
  lag ihr mit zartem Glanz
  ein Sternenkranz".

SACHS
  (immer fort arbeitend)

  Lausch', Kind! Das ist ein Meisterlied.

WALTHER
  (his gaze still
  fixed on Eva)

  "Did the stars linger in their lovely dance?
  So light and clear
  in her tresses -
  above all women
  glorious to behold -
  lay with delicate gleam
  a garland of stars".

SACHS
  (still at work)

  Listen, child! That's a Master-song.

Tsk

TwTwTw resents being instructed to bisbigliando "like a balalaika" pp when scored against a 45-piece wind band.

Composers.  The only thing it would've been worth telling me to do would be to get a large mike. 

to thine own self

I often get asked to play pop songs on the harp.  Some are fine and some so unharpish, I wonder why I got booked in the first place instead of a popular music instrument

After an Eminem request I inquistively downloaded Curtain Call.  It confirmed my fear the harp could struggle - particularly the haunting refrain "shove a gerbil in your ass / Through a tube".  But Eminem's songs are loaded with self-knowledge to the point of genius, even with a gerbil up his arse.  Better a gerbil than one's own head, something that troubles art more than obscenity tends to.